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Crazy me. I decided that the pouring
down rain seemed like fun weather to walk in. Only, it was just past
9pm and I had no idea where exactly I needed to go. The day itself
was a little nerve wracking – I have not been able to get a single
textbook for my Anthropology classes and all I could wrap my mind
around was homework – and how much of it I would need to catch up
on. That is, if I was lucky. So, instead of worrying about the
weather, about money, about homework – I walked outside on dark and
stormy night.
I think it's hilarious how I caught
myself looking over my shoulder, or staring off into the distance at
anything that moved. I never noticed how much more ominous the world
seemed at night – especially with no clear destination in mind. I
had walked back from class at 8pm before the rain started and did not
face the same creeping feeling as I did afterward – that something
was surely amiss. Of course there was no lack of sound – perhaps it
was just the simple fell wind that caught me off guard. I
couldn't hear much over the sound of it and the rain pouring down all
around me. It was just over a half an hour later that I wound up sick
of cars driving too close to the sidewalk, fearless (and probably
oblivious) to what drenching a Witch with puddles of murky street
water might bring to them in the future. Some would call it Karma.
I'd call it taking no shit.
It was then that it dawned on me that
weather and bad drivers was hardly a reason to be upset. I had chosen
this walk on this day in this weather. Maybe they really were
insensitive creatures, but under normal circumstances, would I even
have been there? Incensed and uncomfortable, I made my way down past
the Campus Center to get back to Riggs hall. It's so funny how people
affect us this way. One moment, when nobody's actually out there in
the dark, we're on edge. The next, when people show up and break our
fiction and force us out of our own head space, we're pissed off.
Maybe I don't have to be sarcastic the next time I start a story with
'crazy me.'
(This was a strange, but useful assignment for my creative writing class -- observation by doing something out of the ordinary. All of it is nonfiction! Sorry for another blurb -- I will try to write a really good informative post tomorrow. I forget how busy school is after such a long break!)
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